Sally Field as Gidget - my doppleganger last week on Facebook. I hate that word "doppleganger" - it either reminds me of something they would use in politics when referring to war and/or something pornographic. I never say the word, but I'll write it. Gidget, I'm sort of jealous of the relationship she had with her dad. That's probably why her smile is so damn big "I have a man in my life that is kind, caring and honest - and will set the tone for my future relationships". Good for fuckin you Gidget.

Why am I all pissed off at Gidget and her dad? Actually - the creator of Gidget's character , Frederick Kohner, based everything on his daughter Kathy. So OF COURSE this guy is gonna portray himself as an awesome guy.

Oy.

I'm feeling better - I think the cure to my depression is just staying out of control busy. When I'm supah dupah busy, I CRAVE doing nothing like a I used to crave getting wasted - but I gotta get my ass out of and about. Otherwise, my mind grasps onto a worry and spins it out of control until I'm so full of fear, I panic and stop living.

But the good news is, I only have these "spells" once in awhile now.

I found someone to interview for my next NICE TO MEET YA blog. She's a recovering alcoholic, and she's really effin funny with the best stories. I'm hoping she spills her guts - she has some great celebrity stories. Not b/c she's famous and/or is a star fucker or anything - but she is friends with an A lister and worked at place Nicole Kidman frequented. I hope she spills it - if she doesn't I'll just write it on this silly blog latah.

Ok. Gotta go. I'm going bowling today with my little autistic friend.

Peace,
Amber